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Havent been writing an essay or even diary lately since I left my secondary school lol not really but kinda rarely and barely lol lol so much crap as an opening haha but i like it.

hmm. what's up world? Kinda miss updating my diary here. :) kinda miss my old friends too thats of course :)

its 9.08am and i just woke up not long ago, still hanging on my study table with the computer on.....how lazy. Promised myself to study today but stilll something is distracting me...owell. later i will study which i probably will..

so....um, talking about my life, it was pretty good early in this year because we dont have to rush homeworks in school anymore and all we did was just need to get all the assignments done...and its only 1 or 2 assignments im talking about hahaha how sad. still got time to go shop at one borneo again during our lessons. I know skipping is not good but aiya, apply leave lah. easy stuff. just need to simply write a letter only MA. its a life experience also, theres more thing even worse than skipping class in this world...so why do we all think its a bad thing? lol sorry ah dad..

Beside all the skipping thing, i might wana talk about this new guy i have been seeing few weeks ago. Not bad lah hahaha back to what i said earlier "it was pretty good early in this year" but now it's extra good after going out with this particular guy... He's err, not handsome but handsome for me, not smart but smart for me, not nerdy but not nerdy for me, not cool but cool for me, not awesome but awesome for me... kinda attractive but only for me..but most importantly, he's mine to keep now. :) I appreciate all the things he did for me so far. <3

1st of Feb

Just dropping by to report to y'all that

SHAO LIN is such a touching movie :) Its just my point of view actually.

So longgggggggggg.

Hi hello everyone!!

How is life??? haha.

Sooooo, many of our friends are left. First was Jasmine and then Alvin, Kevin and Jonathan and then Reegan. :( Hadn't been really hanging out with the guys so kinda miss all of them now. And Alex too. He left to Brisbane the other day. Met up with him at upperstar one day before he left. It was coool. We had the weirdest conversation ever. But I had fun just watching him. :D :D sounds so gay. haha. like who's gonna care?

Dont know what else to say here, so for ppl who know me but dont know what i have been up to lately, I'm here to tell you that I'm currently doing a levels at Institut Sinaran which located miles away from my place, donggongon. I had to take shuttle bus from my ex school every early in the morning! how sucks is that?

Back to my previous chapter, I went to kl and singapore with my friends. Met up with two of my long lost uncles and also a unknown uncle in Singapore. But anyways, I had a fun times. Ion orchard, vivo city, clarke quay.....these places are too much for a person like me to handle. Hooters some more. Wooo.. where you can get all the girls with big tits. Woah!

First day in IS was awkward!! I never like the first day to be in new school's feel. It sucked and it sucks. Luckily my dad went with me. I was changing school like times since primary school. So, I'm kinda get used to it. :)

It's 9.39pm already, I'll talk again another time.

Miss everyone! especially my special someone :D

heap of loves

ciao

Painful

Whenever I feel sick I will miss somebody. Damn. I know. I can't help it. It comes naturally.

Long time ago, I used to think we as in girls can't simply fall for somebody and even we did we don't have to be so serious. The only reason is because I was influenced by people surrounding me that time. And I thought they were right which yeah they were.

So as time flew by, year after year, after experiencing the ups and downs as a teenagers. I finally understand that we can't see what is invisible to our hearts. We can't deny something that we wan't to avoid. It's so hard to tell sometimes. & I'm now a 18 year old teenager. Throughout these years, I have learnt how to appreciate, how to socialise, how to give love, how to watch& learn, how to become a valuable person.

Now that I'm having toothache, a really bad one. I barely can talk. I couldn't eat. My tempers are even worse. My mom, she's being a supportive one ever since I was born to this world. I know that I do. Still remember few years back when my family and I were in other country, I was mad at my mom and there, I screamed at her in front of our relatives. I yelled. I cried and yelled that she's the worst mother ever. The stick she was holding dropped on the floor and she cried. That was the biggest mistake I have done in my life. How sorry I was until now.

Mistakes. Can. Ruin. Everything.

My mom's just right in the next door now. While I'm lying on my bed. Full time.

Why am I still procrastinating?

I should go & hug her.

One day, she will read my blog.

I know because God is always fair.

I love her I do.

eeyah eeyah

I'm so happy that i have to say it out loud!
BON VOYAGE MOCK EXAM!! YOU'RE ONE OF MY BEAUTIFUL...VERY BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE!
so so over the moon right now. Kinda letting myself feel more relaxing since yesterday after, yup, the mock exam. Finally huh people. hooray. And well yeah, pretty stressed out though.
OK, lets straight to my point which i wanted wanted so badly to tell the whole world that i loveeeeeee my daddy!!! he's so so awesome that i couldn't find a word to describe him. awesome will be good enough for now then. haha i was pissed at him for the past few months, its all because of the trip thing which I planned to go with friends few days after our spm. But yesterday, was one of the best day in my whole week since the exam is already over so yeah. I got my tickets which i mean all the tickets!! kk to kl, kl to singapore, singapore to kk...aww thats how my dad does his job! good job daddy! credit goes to you! Mwuaah
Like in a flash, i got a paper and pen to write down all the expenses during the trip haha and of course, including my shopping FEE!! haha after he saw my list, he goes like....wow, make sure you keep your atm card tightly, even better you bring it together while you're sleeping.. lolololol
Apaaaaaart from that, tomorrow is someone's birthday which means alot to someone, someone in my class. A special someone to my friend. um IT'S CARMEN'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!! and that someone in my class which i mentioned with no point is seamus! we all will be going to his place for the two capital letters F, 2F= FOODS AND FUN! Not only tomorrow, we got one more birthday party on this coming saturday or sunday? don't really remember. haha too much stuff is going on in my head at the moment and i cant remember yo. All i know is Jasmine and I got the birthday boy a very special present!
OKOK, gotta stop now. Tv's calling. so buhbye until next time!


I LOVE YOU FATHER!

what would my tomorrow be like

tick tock tick tock, yup its time for me to get my mind on studying mode. i'm actually doing addmaths while typing this thing. oh and listening to find your love by Drake. LOVE IT. hehe lol ENJOY STUDYING MALINA!
will come back again soon
ciao

hey stranger

you and me
are stranger ever since the day i told you to go away with hatred...........
LOLLIING
hey stranger....now i miss you.
won't you talk to me again?
cause i miss you.
no doubt.
oh crap.
gonna study now

on your mock
get set
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GO!
oh lets talk about my plans for tomorrow
going for breakfast..........at home i guess? haha
then past year maths questions again
after that might go to open houses
dinner....pizzzza!!! lol kidding.