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Havent been writing an essay or even diary lately since I left my secondary school lol not really but kinda rarely and barely lol lol so much crap as an opening haha but i like it.

hmm. what's up world? Kinda miss updating my diary here. :) kinda miss my old friends too thats of course :)

its 9.08am and i just woke up not long ago, still hanging on my study table with the computer on.....how lazy. Promised myself to study today but stilll something is distracting me...owell. later i will study which i probably will..

so....um, talking about my life, it was pretty good early in this year because we dont have to rush homeworks in school anymore and all we did was just need to get all the assignments done...and its only 1 or 2 assignments im talking about hahaha how sad. still got time to go shop at one borneo again during our lessons. I know skipping is not good but aiya, apply leave lah. easy stuff. just need to simply write a letter only MA. its a life experience also, theres more thing even worse than skipping class in this world...so why do we all think its a bad thing? lol sorry ah dad..

Beside all the skipping thing, i might wana talk about this new guy i have been seeing few weeks ago. Not bad lah hahaha back to what i said earlier "it was pretty good early in this year" but now it's extra good after going out with this particular guy... He's err, not handsome but handsome for me, not smart but smart for me, not nerdy but not nerdy for me, not cool but cool for me, not awesome but awesome for me... kinda attractive but only for me..but most importantly, he's mine to keep now. :) I appreciate all the things he did for me so far. <3

1st of Feb

Just dropping by to report to y'all that

SHAO LIN is such a touching movie :) Its just my point of view actually.

So longgggggggggg.

Hi hello everyone!!

How is life??? haha.

Sooooo, many of our friends are left. First was Jasmine and then Alvin, Kevin and Jonathan and then Reegan. :( Hadn't been really hanging out with the guys so kinda miss all of them now. And Alex too. He left to Brisbane the other day. Met up with him at upperstar one day before he left. It was coool. We had the weirdest conversation ever. But I had fun just watching him. :D :D sounds so gay. haha. like who's gonna care?

Dont know what else to say here, so for ppl who know me but dont know what i have been up to lately, I'm here to tell you that I'm currently doing a levels at Institut Sinaran which located miles away from my place, donggongon. I had to take shuttle bus from my ex school every early in the morning! how sucks is that?

Back to my previous chapter, I went to kl and singapore with my friends. Met up with two of my long lost uncles and also a unknown uncle in Singapore. But anyways, I had a fun times. Ion orchard, vivo city, clarke quay.....these places are too much for a person like me to handle. Hooters some more. Wooo.. where you can get all the girls with big tits. Woah!

First day in IS was awkward!! I never like the first day to be in new school's feel. It sucked and it sucks. Luckily my dad went with me. I was changing school like times since primary school. So, I'm kinda get used to it. :)

It's 9.39pm already, I'll talk again another time.

Miss everyone! especially my special someone :D

heap of loves

ciao

Painful

Whenever I feel sick I will miss somebody. Damn. I know. I can't help it. It comes naturally.

Long time ago, I used to think we as in girls can't simply fall for somebody and even we did we don't have to be so serious. The only reason is because I was influenced by people surrounding me that time. And I thought they were right which yeah they were.

So as time flew by, year after year, after experiencing the ups and downs as a teenagers. I finally understand that we can't see what is invisible to our hearts. We can't deny something that we wan't to avoid. It's so hard to tell sometimes. & I'm now a 18 year old teenager. Throughout these years, I have learnt how to appreciate, how to socialise, how to give love, how to watch& learn, how to become a valuable person.

Now that I'm having toothache, a really bad one. I barely can talk. I couldn't eat. My tempers are even worse. My mom, she's being a supportive one ever since I was born to this world. I know that I do. Still remember few years back when my family and I were in other country, I was mad at my mom and there, I screamed at her in front of our relatives. I yelled. I cried and yelled that she's the worst mother ever. The stick she was holding dropped on the floor and she cried. That was the biggest mistake I have done in my life. How sorry I was until now.

Mistakes. Can. Ruin. Everything.

My mom's just right in the next door now. While I'm lying on my bed. Full time.

Why am I still procrastinating?

I should go & hug her.

One day, she will read my blog.

I know because God is always fair.

I love her I do.

eeyah eeyah

I'm so happy that i have to say it out loud!
BON VOYAGE MOCK EXAM!! YOU'RE ONE OF MY BEAUTIFUL...VERY BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE!
so so over the moon right now. Kinda letting myself feel more relaxing since yesterday after, yup, the mock exam. Finally huh people. hooray. And well yeah, pretty stressed out though.
OK, lets straight to my point which i wanted wanted so badly to tell the whole world that i loveeeeeee my daddy!!! he's so so awesome that i couldn't find a word to describe him. awesome will be good enough for now then. haha i was pissed at him for the past few months, its all because of the trip thing which I planned to go with friends few days after our spm. But yesterday, was one of the best day in my whole week since the exam is already over so yeah. I got my tickets which i mean all the tickets!! kk to kl, kl to singapore, singapore to kk...aww thats how my dad does his job! good job daddy! credit goes to you! Mwuaah
Like in a flash, i got a paper and pen to write down all the expenses during the trip haha and of course, including my shopping FEE!! haha after he saw my list, he goes like....wow, make sure you keep your atm card tightly, even better you bring it together while you're sleeping.. lolololol
Apaaaaaart from that, tomorrow is someone's birthday which means alot to someone, someone in my class. A special someone to my friend. um IT'S CARMEN'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!! and that someone in my class which i mentioned with no point is seamus! we all will be going to his place for the two capital letters F, 2F= FOODS AND FUN! Not only tomorrow, we got one more birthday party on this coming saturday or sunday? don't really remember. haha too much stuff is going on in my head at the moment and i cant remember yo. All i know is Jasmine and I got the birthday boy a very special present!
OKOK, gotta stop now. Tv's calling. so buhbye until next time!


I LOVE YOU FATHER!

what would my tomorrow be like

tick tock tick tock, yup its time for me to get my mind on studying mode. i'm actually doing addmaths while typing this thing. oh and listening to find your love by Drake. LOVE IT. hehe lol ENJOY STUDYING MALINA!
will come back again soon
ciao

hey stranger

you and me
are stranger ever since the day i told you to go away with hatred...........
LOLLIING
hey stranger....now i miss you.
won't you talk to me again?
cause i miss you.
no doubt.
oh crap.
gonna study now

on your mock
get set
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..
.
GO!
oh lets talk about my plans for tomorrow
going for breakfast..........at home i guess? haha
then past year maths questions again
after that might go to open houses
dinner....pizzzza!!! lol kidding.

tell me yours and i'll tell you mine

gosh why am I still have time to blog?!!! and stalking people on faceboook omg omgosh
haih. Owells, life's been great which i can't blame it on anything anymore. Plus, i don't even have time to have enemy. This is why we should value everything while we still able to do so.
First thing first- I'm gonna love each and everyone around me.
Second - I'm gonna study like a mad cow
Third- FAMILY!!!
Fourth- MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS!!
Fifth- LOL! (LAUGH OUT LOUD)
Sixth- WORKOUT

hehehe. thats pretty much about what im gonna do for now.
Wish you all the best too!

p.s/ TEE ZHI QING, please, don't you ever let your tears drop like that again. Just remember you will always forever the best thing in everyone's heart =D loveyouapplepie
<3


ciao

sickness.

hellooooooo,
Hellooooooo,
hellooooooo,
i'm malina
this is malina
i'm tired of being who i am not.
wake up every morning thinking that what should i really do today just to make myself feels like a brand new person, be motivated, and be appreciated.
well, i guess we will just find out soon.
FRIENDS ARE LIKE STARS. BEAUTIFUL.
I JUST LOVE THE WAY THEY ARE.
really awesome.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee

I will make it really short this time,
Just dropping by to wish everyone
"Selamat Hari Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin"
Had a heavy dinner at the seafood restaurant. Love it. It tasted really good and I'm full now. Gonna do another set of crunches before sleeping later. Not a bad thing though, it reminds me to work a lil harder.

so malina, GO FIGURE!

Toni Braxton - Yesterday [feat. Trey Songz] (Video)

popcorn

POPCORN ANYONE?

Yup, popcorn. Popcorn is the first thing that came up to my mind when i started thinking of the title. No wonder why.
Apparently my brother was being a bitch last night, thought i was going to catch a movie with him but bad thing just happened and we ended up watching TV at home.
So, today is Nathanael's birthday and we are having dinner together with some friends of us and his family, including Nasya, his lil petite sister. Awwwww. So cannot wait for this to be happening. This is the first time i get to see his unbelievably adorable sister, she's cute, um from what i saw in the pictures. I will definitely take photos with her tonight and post it out, just to make you allllll feeeel jealous. um well. okay. haha To Nat: you better dont let her sit next to me later, just in case i wont break her.
ok thats it for now. to be continued.



(Madly missing pulau :()

you you you are so yesterday

hey, check out this pichatures :)
Just want to keep myself update sometimes.
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I have said it for billion gazillion times before,
I'am going to be miss her like my love for sugars? haha ok thats a lil too over.
She's nothing but anything to me.
Glad that I have her as my friend in life.
Loves
xxxxx!!

skinny

helllo friends, hello bloggers.
Took me a little longer to update my blog this time. I'm sorry for that. Anyway, last friday was the best day ever in this month, august, it was the last day of our second mid term exams. I was spending my time at home, relaxing of course. I felt really tired after a week of sleepless nights, trying to cover all the chapters in just a night wasn't an easy task i can say. It's really frusrating and furious at the same time. I can imagine the days when it comes to spm in few more months ahead. Life's just so sucks when something bad happened. Well, exams isn't that bad actually, at least I can make good use of my time. :)
So, that was what happened last friday. Speaking of life sucks, it really sucks when you have to go back to school the next day after you just finished the exams. what the hell is up with our schoool man?! so right after we finished school on saturday, I followed my friend's car to Janet's place. As what we planned, we went to sepangar and had coconut puddings and they ordered soto as for their lunch. Didn't order one since I already had my lunch at McD while we were on the way to her place. Oh! The coconut puddings were delicious and really refreshing. And of course, they took somes home for their family. Not forgetting to mention Janet was being our driver that day. Her driving is definitely passed for me. She can drives fast you know! oh yes she can. haha
Actually we planned to go for window shopping after that. Unfortunately, we were running out of time cause have to rush ti windbell restaurant for another reunion section, a big reunion section. So we rushed to damai to pick up two of our friends at the tuition centre there. Then, straight away to the windbell. Joanne was the one drivng. Dinner was terrific. we had seafoods and all and the price ain't expensive. haha should go for another round with my family next time!
Well, thats much about it that i wanted to say.

PS: Janet, if you are reading this, have a safe trip to uk and i'm gonna miss you like nuts, thats one i can promise :P love you sugar!

its only better than last time

Sadly but i dont think im gonna take the first move anymore.
Really feel sick now.
Things will definitely be different..
I know it will.
Just hope for the best to be happened to me. :)

Brave

Treasure everyone around you before its too late.
Don't make yourself regret forever or never again in your life.

Ouch. Harsh much?

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

empty.

Hel....lo,
I just got back from outside and its still raining out there. damn. my hair is still wet now. ugh.
so basically, i had dinner with my papa mama sistas and brothers. Sadly, my elder brother wasnt there with us. It was supposed to be a family dinner :( really miss him. And my dad goes like: your brother supposed to be here with us. :(
Remember he told us he's coming back in few more months, hope he keeps his promise. Believing is the only option for now. Otherwise, me and my sister will get the ticket to pay a visit! haha like i really mean that. Hectic life man!! nobody has time for this and that so yeah.
Besides, last night wasn't really bad day for me. Had time with hazel. Jason was there with his mom as well, sutera i mean, but he was at the VIP section so dont think he noticed our existence. daaayemmm. i felt so smalll that time.

Important things that have to be done by tomorrow,
Kerja Amal Photos

Have a good night sleep everyone!
<3

bored/shitless

............
let me guide you to my world of tedium
sighs.
i miss my brother
hope he's doing well in Singapore.

boring at home.

I'm stranded at home now.
And Riding needs help too. haha here's our lil conversation i got from facebook.

3:20amRiding
malina yooo sedang buat apa
3:20amMe
ui
riding
haha
im at home
boring oh
you?
mana jonthan saya?
3:21amRiding
o dirumah kenapa boring relexlah
3:23amMe
haha
mana jonathan!!
3:23amRiding
kau tiada programkah
3:24amMe
teda oh
you eh?
you eh?
3:25amRiding
saya memang ada saya di kudat sekarang sama jason basketball
3:29amMe
haha kasian riding
why you can online one?
3:30amRiding
yalah marilah datang di kudat tengok basketball
3:31amMe
jauh nya that
bila habis the bassketball?
3:32amRiding
on the 12 tapi on the 8 saya pulang sudah on the 12 saya ke melaka sukma sama jonathan
3:36amMe
wa
u must be really penat

HAHAHAHHAHAHA