i'm lost in the middle of nowhere...
It's like i'm all dressed up but got nowhere to go...
Trying hard to forget but it still remains in my mind whenever i let my mind wander..
it wanders to you!
I would have said yes if you were asking me the same question again..all that left inside is your shadow that i can't even physically hold it....
guess its all my fault...there's nothing more to regret
living wasnt an option for me anymore
hopefully one day, i will be seeing you with gratitudei love me by the way.
aha i was emo for that moment lol haha halo world hellp my friends, if you are reading this i want to share with you a lil bit of this and that that happened today. lol
basically, i spent time with two of my friends which are currently my classmate and the other one is my schoolmate. it doesnt matter for me so yea, just write that to make my blog look "more contain" than my friend's...... lol so we went to do workout at core which is a fitness centre and we had so much fun running biking rolling on the floor watching hot guys weighing.........one word--FUN!!
ah i will continue this tmr. gotta sleep. goodnite people!
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Saturday, May 15, 2010
i'll be the fool for you
I finally understand that absence will makes the heart grow fonder! and not stranger!
hahah the reason why i said that because i want to make myself feel better lol feel like telling someone that "somebody dreams about you everyday" but....nevermind
So move on to what i did today (sat), went to school as usual and finished at 11.30am but i had to stay at school until 2pm to wait for my bro. he was staying back for his club's thing so yea pity me haha not really actually since i get to spent time doing revision at the school's library all by myself and there was some IS students doing their own assignments too. its not that bad after all. While at night, went out for family dinner and of course with my family lol got nothing to talk about the dinner. The foods was not bad, thats all.
Biology...
Physics...
Chemistry...
Sejarah...
Add maths..
all these by-hard subjects really freaking me out. alot.
guess i mentioned it bfr on my blog that i will be having exams soon. in a week ahead!! gosh! hope everything will be fine for me and my friends. all the best luck in our exams!
Not forgotton, im going to do workout tmr with jasmine and sack. yay never been to gym with sack, so i guess this is the first time i will be doing workout with this girl in the gym. hahaha i'm getting so excited for tmr. CANT WAIT BABY :p
hahah the reason why i said that because i want to make myself feel better lol feel like telling someone that "somebody dreams about you everyday" but....nevermind
So move on to what i did today (sat), went to school as usual and finished at 11.30am but i had to stay at school until 2pm to wait for my bro. he was staying back for his club's thing so yea pity me haha not really actually since i get to spent time doing revision at the school's library all by myself and there was some IS students doing their own assignments too. its not that bad after all. While at night, went out for family dinner and of course with my family lol got nothing to talk about the dinner. The foods was not bad, thats all.
Biology...
Physics...
Chemistry...
Sejarah...
Add maths..
all these by-hard subjects really freaking me out. alot.
guess i mentioned it bfr on my blog that i will be having exams soon. in a week ahead!! gosh! hope everything will be fine for me and my friends. all the best luck in our exams!
Not forgotton, im going to do workout tmr with jasmine and sack. yay never been to gym with sack, so i guess this is the first time i will be doing workout with this girl in the gym. hahaha i'm getting so excited for tmr. CANT WAIT BABY :p
Monday, May 10, 2010
.......i cant think of any title
I'm watching your shadow walking far apart from me
why is it so hard to say goodbye?
im really afraid of losing any of my other friends at this moment..
Just leave it to God will do.
why is it so hard to say goodbye?
im really afraid of losing any of my other friends at this moment..
Just leave it to God will do.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
candylikestrawberriliousyum
hiya people,
I cannnot believe we are having our exam in just a few weeks ahead! gosh i havent even flipped a page of my sej texbook or biology....i hate this kinda feeling you know.. its like you telling yourself you will be doing it tmr but right on that tmr you will feel like doing it the next day....yeah thats how life working out so face it people. of you wana succeed then you will have to sacrifice and go for it. this what my dad always told me. he also said that girls easily get pregnant because of their bf wtf right? its not like im gonna have sex with my bf anyway. my dad's still living in the past era i know! ugh he keeps telling me the same thing over and over again. ugh i wanted to ask him to stay out of my bussiness but im not going to say that.. cause he is still my dad. i have to show some respect of course haha :p
apart from that, i was absent in school tmr cause of some personal reason which i dont wana talk about it. well, today at school was boring, as usual. had tuition right after my school and went to buy easy way before our tuition and surprisingly, some weirdos in easy way was asking to be friend with my friend which her name is TEE TEE haha sorry gal im topicless right now. cant think of any nice topic to share with my friends haha ;p so actually was the guy's another girl's friend yeah she was asking her whether if she wants to be friend with that guy. haha it was funny looking at the guy that he cant barely looked at us cause he was too shy to faced us. haha after that, we left without leaving our hp numbers haha actually i did say something. i told that girl that i have too many of my friends and tee tee doesnt have much of friends then yeah i straight away got hit by teetee HAHA TEETEE i love calling her that name. not trying to insult or what lah cause hey she can be one of my besta friend now...and also in the future. love ya my partner in crimes...wink wink
so long until next time,
gotta study sej and bio
I cannnot believe we are having our exam in just a few weeks ahead! gosh i havent even flipped a page of my sej texbook or biology....i hate this kinda feeling you know.. its like you telling yourself you will be doing it tmr but right on that tmr you will feel like doing it the next day....yeah thats how life working out so face it people. of you wana succeed then you will have to sacrifice and go for it. this what my dad always told me. he also said that girls easily get pregnant because of their bf wtf right? its not like im gonna have sex with my bf anyway. my dad's still living in the past era i know! ugh he keeps telling me the same thing over and over again. ugh i wanted to ask him to stay out of my bussiness but im not going to say that.. cause he is still my dad. i have to show some respect of course haha :p
apart from that, i was absent in school tmr cause of some personal reason which i dont wana talk about it. well, today at school was boring, as usual. had tuition right after my school and went to buy easy way before our tuition and surprisingly, some weirdos in easy way was asking to be friend with my friend which her name is TEE TEE haha sorry gal im topicless right now. cant think of any nice topic to share with my friends haha ;p so actually was the guy's another girl's friend yeah she was asking her whether if she wants to be friend with that guy. haha it was funny looking at the guy that he cant barely looked at us cause he was too shy to faced us. haha after that, we left without leaving our hp numbers haha actually i did say something. i told that girl that i have too many of my friends and tee tee doesnt have much of friends then yeah i straight away got hit by teetee HAHA TEETEE i love calling her that name. not trying to insult or what lah cause hey she can be one of my besta friend now...and also in the future. love ya my partner in crimes...wink wink
so long until next time,
gotta study sej and bio
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
its just close to my heart
Dear diary,
If you could live an eternity and not change a thing or exist for the blink of an eye and alter everything, what would you choose?
If you could live an eternity and not change a thing or exist for the blink of an eye and alter everything, what would you choose?
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
in my closet
......
I AM ALL ALONE AT HOME NOW!!!!
IM BORED OUT OF MY MIND AND NO WAY IM DOING MY HW.
I WILL STILL HAVE TO DO IT LATER THO.
JUST WANA LET GO EVERYTHING IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW
MY MOM LIKES TO ACCUSE ME FOR THING THAT I DIDN'T DO
I HAVENT SEEN MY DAD FOR SO LONG
AND SISTERS ARE STUPID
ALL THESE ARE MAKING ME SICK..
IF ONLY I CAN GET ME MYSELF OUTTA THIS COUNTRY TOGETHER WITH MY FRIENDS
FOR GOD'S SAKE I WILL DO IT. SORRY IM JUST FEELING SO DOWN RIGHT NOW
AND THE COMMERCIAL IS STILL ON..
WAITING FOR GLEE
...
xoxo,
relaxing as usual
I AM ALL ALONE AT HOME NOW!!!!
IM BORED OUT OF MY MIND AND NO WAY IM DOING MY HW.
I WILL STILL HAVE TO DO IT LATER THO.
JUST WANA LET GO EVERYTHING IN MY MIND RIGHT NOW
MY MOM LIKES TO ACCUSE ME FOR THING THAT I DIDN'T DO
I HAVENT SEEN MY DAD FOR SO LONG
AND SISTERS ARE STUPID
ALL THESE ARE MAKING ME SICK..
IF ONLY I CAN GET ME MYSELF OUTTA THIS COUNTRY TOGETHER WITH MY FRIENDS
FOR GOD'S SAKE I WILL DO IT. SORRY IM JUST FEELING SO DOWN RIGHT NOW
AND THE COMMERCIAL IS STILL ON..
WAITING FOR GLEE
...
xoxo,
relaxing as usual
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
my friends and I are different
firstly i would like to let you see a property of mine,
COOL ISN'T IT? HAHAHA i have got a really great and generous daddy well not really my dad actually its my sister who got it for me since i have been always chatting with my friends on my bed every single night. thanks to her. now i can chill somemore not too worrying about the other larger laptop that i used to bring to on my bed. its only one point six kilogram but compare to this one it is much lighter.
a hundred more thanks to her. i really appreciate my sister. she is my sister, my friend, and also my enemy lols. i like to boss her around sometimes. i know. im not a good sister for her but its fate brings us together in our parents's genes. lols crap.
on the other side that i would like to talk about is my friends. My friends are all LESBIAN I CAN TELL!!! seriously, they like to touch ppl's "stuff" in other way... and yeah i always do that too.. who cares anyway? thats how i interact with my girls's friends. haha :p
they are all awesome and i will never in my life forget every single moment i have shared with them. friends for life, no?
we gonna make it through the rain,
hugs!
COOL ISN'T IT? HAHAHA i have got a really great and generous daddy well not really my dad actually its my sister who got it for me since i have been always chatting with my friends on my bed every single night. thanks to her. now i can chill somemore not too worrying about the other larger laptop that i used to bring to on my bed. its only one point six kilogram but compare to this one it is much lighter.
a hundred more thanks to her. i really appreciate my sister. she is my sister, my friend, and also my enemy lols. i like to boss her around sometimes. i know. im not a good sister for her but its fate brings us together in our parents's genes. lols crap.
on the other side that i would like to talk about is my friends. My friends are all LESBIAN I CAN TELL!!! seriously, they like to touch ppl's "stuff" in other way... and yeah i always do that too.. who cares anyway? thats how i interact with my girls's friends. haha :p
they are all awesome and i will never in my life forget every single moment i have shared with them. friends for life, no?
we gonna make it through the rain,
hugs!
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