Painful

Whenever I feel sick I will miss somebody. Damn. I know. I can't help it. It comes naturally.

Long time ago, I used to think we as in girls can't simply fall for somebody and even we did we don't have to be so serious. The only reason is because I was influenced by people surrounding me that time. And I thought they were right which yeah they were.

So as time flew by, year after year, after experiencing the ups and downs as a teenagers. I finally understand that we can't see what is invisible to our hearts. We can't deny something that we wan't to avoid. It's so hard to tell sometimes. & I'm now a 18 year old teenager. Throughout these years, I have learnt how to appreciate, how to socialise, how to give love, how to watch& learn, how to become a valuable person.

Now that I'm having toothache, a really bad one. I barely can talk. I couldn't eat. My tempers are even worse. My mom, she's being a supportive one ever since I was born to this world. I know that I do. Still remember few years back when my family and I were in other country, I was mad at my mom and there, I screamed at her in front of our relatives. I yelled. I cried and yelled that she's the worst mother ever. The stick she was holding dropped on the floor and she cried. That was the biggest mistake I have done in my life. How sorry I was until now.

Mistakes. Can. Ruin. Everything.

My mom's just right in the next door now. While I'm lying on my bed. Full time.

Why am I still procrastinating?

I should go & hug her.

One day, she will read my blog.

I know because God is always fair.

I love her I do.

eeyah eeyah

I'm so happy that i have to say it out loud!
BON VOYAGE MOCK EXAM!! YOU'RE ONE OF MY BEAUTIFUL...VERY BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARE!
so so over the moon right now. Kinda letting myself feel more relaxing since yesterday after, yup, the mock exam. Finally huh people. hooray. And well yeah, pretty stressed out though.
OK, lets straight to my point which i wanted wanted so badly to tell the whole world that i loveeeeeee my daddy!!! he's so so awesome that i couldn't find a word to describe him. awesome will be good enough for now then. haha i was pissed at him for the past few months, its all because of the trip thing which I planned to go with friends few days after our spm. But yesterday, was one of the best day in my whole week since the exam is already over so yeah. I got my tickets which i mean all the tickets!! kk to kl, kl to singapore, singapore to kk...aww thats how my dad does his job! good job daddy! credit goes to you! Mwuaah
Like in a flash, i got a paper and pen to write down all the expenses during the trip haha and of course, including my shopping FEE!! haha after he saw my list, he goes like....wow, make sure you keep your atm card tightly, even better you bring it together while you're sleeping.. lolololol
Apaaaaaart from that, tomorrow is someone's birthday which means alot to someone, someone in my class. A special someone to my friend. um IT'S CARMEN'S 17TH BIRTHDAY!! and that someone in my class which i mentioned with no point is seamus! we all will be going to his place for the two capital letters F, 2F= FOODS AND FUN! Not only tomorrow, we got one more birthday party on this coming saturday or sunday? don't really remember. haha too much stuff is going on in my head at the moment and i cant remember yo. All i know is Jasmine and I got the birthday boy a very special present!
OKOK, gotta stop now. Tv's calling. so buhbye until next time!


I LOVE YOU FATHER!

what would my tomorrow be like

tick tock tick tock, yup its time for me to get my mind on studying mode. i'm actually doing addmaths while typing this thing. oh and listening to find your love by Drake. LOVE IT. hehe lol ENJOY STUDYING MALINA!
will come back again soon
ciao

hey stranger

you and me
are stranger ever since the day i told you to go away with hatred...........
LOLLIING
hey stranger....now i miss you.
won't you talk to me again?
cause i miss you.
no doubt.
oh crap.
gonna study now

on your mock
get set
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GO!
oh lets talk about my plans for tomorrow
going for breakfast..........at home i guess? haha
then past year maths questions again
after that might go to open houses
dinner....pizzzza!!! lol kidding.

tell me yours and i'll tell you mine

gosh why am I still have time to blog?!!! and stalking people on faceboook omg omgosh
haih. Owells, life's been great which i can't blame it on anything anymore. Plus, i don't even have time to have enemy. This is why we should value everything while we still able to do so.
First thing first- I'm gonna love each and everyone around me.
Second - I'm gonna study like a mad cow
Third- FAMILY!!!
Fourth- MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS!!
Fifth- LOL! (LAUGH OUT LOUD)
Sixth- WORKOUT

hehehe. thats pretty much about what im gonna do for now.
Wish you all the best too!

p.s/ TEE ZHI QING, please, don't you ever let your tears drop like that again. Just remember you will always forever the best thing in everyone's heart =D loveyouapplepie
<3


ciao

sickness.

hellooooooo,
Hellooooooo,
hellooooooo,
i'm malina
this is malina
i'm tired of being who i am not.
wake up every morning thinking that what should i really do today just to make myself feels like a brand new person, be motivated, and be appreciated.
well, i guess we will just find out soon.
FRIENDS ARE LIKE STARS. BEAUTIFUL.
I JUST LOVE THE WAY THEY ARE.
really awesome.

heeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee

I will make it really short this time,
Just dropping by to wish everyone
"Selamat Hari Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin"
Had a heavy dinner at the seafood restaurant. Love it. It tasted really good and I'm full now. Gonna do another set of crunches before sleeping later. Not a bad thing though, it reminds me to work a lil harder.

so malina, GO FIGURE!