Long time ago, I used to think we as in girls can't simply fall for somebody and even we did we don't have to be so serious. The only reason is because I was influenced by people surrounding me that time. And I thought they were right which yeah they were.
So as time flew by, year after year, after experiencing the ups and downs as a teenagers. I finally understand that we can't see what is invisible to our hearts. We can't deny something that we wan't to avoid. It's so hard to tell sometimes. & I'm now a 18 year old teenager. Throughout these years, I have learnt how to appreciate, how to socialise, how to give love, how to watch& learn, how to become a valuable person.
Now that I'm having toothache, a really bad one. I barely can talk. I couldn't eat. My tempers are even worse. My mom, she's being a supportive one ever since I was born to this world. I know that I do. Still remember few years back when my family and I were in other country, I was mad at my mom and there, I screamed at her in front of our relatives. I yelled. I cried and yelled that she's the worst mother ever. The stick she was holding dropped on the floor and she cried. That was the biggest mistake I have done in my life. How sorry I was until now.
Mistakes. Can. Ruin. Everything.
My mom's just right in the next door now. While I'm lying on my bed. Full time.
Why am I still procrastinating?
I should go & hug her.
One day, she will read my blog.
I know because God is always fair.
I love her I do.
